Day 32: Convento de las Capuchinas

February 3.

Consecrated in 1736, el Convento de las Capuchinas was the first in Guatemala that didn't require money from its nuns. All the other convents required dotes, literally "dowry." This meant that only women from rich families could become nuns, and effectively made de las Capuchinas the first to accept indigenous women.

There was room for 25 nuns, who led a contemplative and cloistered life. After joining the order, a nun would never see her family or the outside world again. Even after death, her family wasn't permitted to see the body. A "graduated" nun was buried under the chapel with a crown of white roses and a ring that symbolized her marriage to God (while alive, she was engaged). Their tiny cells had the barest of furniture, they spent days at a time praying (I know, "pray without ceasing," but days), and were guarded closely by the mother superior. So why become a nun? Our friendly tour guide, who was a real nerd about architecture, gave us two reasons. If you were rich and embarrassed your family, sending you to a nunnery to keep you out of the public eye was a viable option. If you were poor and systematically oppressed, this was an opportunity for education, (relative) comfort, and to always know where your next meal would come from. 

Our guide told us that the construction of the convent and chapel of Capuchinas was designed with a mix of Maya and European influences. I'm not sure whether the inclusion of Maya themes was deliberate or just came about because of the surrounding culture.

All of the other colonial chapels in Antigua are orientated north-south, las Capuchinas is east-west. The little window in the back illuminated the alter with the rising sun. The sun is a Big Deal in Maya cultures.

The design implemented a lot of circles and arcs, as you can see in chapel. Circles represent perfection and infinity. In the Maya fire ceremony a circle is drawn to ask permission (of the earth or of the gods, I'm not sure) to perform the ritual. In Spanish architecture, the square was the favorite shape. Arabic influence on Spain brought the octagon, another shape of perfection.   

This fountain, as well as the one in the central park of Antigua, makes use of all three perfect shapes. The Arabic octagon, the European square, and the Maya circle.   

The cross also has a Maya significance. The symbol existed in Central America before the conquista. The four points correspond with the four cardinal directions, the four colors of corn, and a person's four grandparents.

This is what facebook looked like, back in the day.

The kitchen. The stove is called a poyo because the servants would lean on the wide edge, from the verb apoyar, "to support." It has nothing to do with chicken.

"Don't sit on the archaeological pieces!" 

The nuns' only communication with the outside world came by way of a Lazy Susan in the wall to receive letters, gifts, and meals. This one connected the kitchen to the convent, the nuns never even saw their servants. In the chapel wall next to the alter is a little grated window for them to receive the Eucharist. There is also a special corridor where a nun could visit her family on the other side of a door. The corridor was curved in an L shape so the mother superior could secretly stand behind the nun and hear everything.

That's a door, a door post, and a hinge made out of a chain.

Our guide stressed that these ladies lived in comfort. They had hot water, bathtubs, and a sauna equipped with an arm rest to help with meditation.

On the left is a toilet. 

The main feature of the convent is the round tower. If you stand on the tile in the exact center your voice echoes back at you, which is pretty cool. Around the circumference are little cells where the nuns might spend days at a time praying. 

On the outside of the tower you can see holes that were chimneys for the candles in the little cells. Our guide was very excited about the triangle that sticks out above the chimney hole, to keep rain water from falling inside.

Underneath the tower is a round basement with incredible acoustics for singing. Our group is blessed with a singing professor and two choir members, and you can bet we took advantage of that.

This concludes the long overdue Antigua series. Maybe soon you'll see pictures of Nicaragua.

March: Papusas

Day one of living with my Nicaraguan host-family we spent the evening, as we would spend many evenings, at the papusa house. My host-mom Elizabeth and her sister Rocío run a pulperia (a mom and pop store) and sell papusas out of Rocío's house. It turns out my family isn't Nicaraguan, but Salvadoran. Papusas are a typical Salvadoran food, they're basically thick tortillas stuffed with sausage, cheese, and/or beans, and are delicious. (They're also typical of Nicaragua, but I am assured that Salvadoran papusas are better. I have yet to discover the difference.)

The outside of the papusa house has plastic tables and chairs set up and a half-finished painting of two women and a grill full of Papusas Cuscatlecas on the green wall. The inside is mostly bare except for the partition of wooden shelves that make up the store and the corner where papusas are hurriedly prepared. My host-family has lived in Nicaragua almost five years, Rocío moved her family here barely three months ago.

Upon arrival that first day my two little brothers, Samuel and Andrés, ran off screeching to play with their cousin, Daniel. Elizabeth jumped into papusa mode with a woman who's name began with “R.” I was left alone in the living room with the mostly deaf, one-legged grandma rocking sedately in a wicker chair with a broken seat. We attempted polite conversation but ended up just smiling and nodding at each other.

Unsure of my place in the universe at this point, I hovered near the table with the papusa ingredients and asked to help. My papusas were too small and not exactly round.

A few times a week we spend the evening at the papusa house. My cousin Gabi has latched onto me. She's ten years old, too old to run crazy with the three little boys, but cooped up in the house with papusas and one TV channel. She likes to steal my phone, grab my arm to drag me around, and find other ways to be a nuisance. Entertainment improved drastically after I bought a deck of cards.

For dinner I am offered a choice of papusas or something else. I usually go with three or four papusas. Elizabeth and Rocío always ask if I'm bored of eating them yet – nope! They smile and say that after eating papusas their whole lives they're not tired of them either. Rocío always eats with her hands but Elizabeth prefers a fork. Rocío argues it's the traditional Salvadoran way to forgo utensils but my host-mom has the health department on her side: it's okay to use your bare hands in preparing papusas because they're cooked, the health concern is that the consumer doesn't wash their hands before eating.

As a routine developed over time I found I couldn't break the ice with Elizabeth. It seems that neither of us are blessed with the gift of small talk. She's also busy most of the time, which doesn't lend itself to cozy chats. As she makes my breakfast in the morning she runs between the stove and the bedroom to get her sons ready for school, and in the evenings she's busy with papusas. We do share an affinity for pretty clouds. When she's driving she'll point out interesting sky activity but otherwise conversation doesn't flow between us.

I like to stand with Elizabeth or Rocío and pat masa in my palms. It gives me something to do besides endless rounds of kings in the corner with Gabi, and when hands are busy it frees up the mouth.

Last week Elizabeth begged me to help her sell papusas on the street. Rocío's house in a quiet neighborhood isn't the best location to attract customers' attention. Recently Elizabeth found a spot next to a busy bus stop where she's swamped with hungry commuters. I've only helped her once, but I can't imagine how she does it on her own.

After we set up the grill and a plastic table full of all the supplies, I asked Elizabeth if I should holler at passersby to buy papusas like most street vendors do. She looked appalled. “If you want to” she answered. She made just short of a million papusas, and as fast as she could make them I was bagging them, handing them off to customers, and counting cordobas.

Conversation had always been stilted before this, but when it was just the two of us and papusas sizzling for hours, it became easier. She encouraged me to interview customers for my theology paper, since “Nicaraguans love talking about religion.” When I was reluctant she did it for me, immediately asking a woman at random about her church.

After that evening I think we began to stop tip-toeing around each other. It can be hard to ask questions to get to know a person. You think about everything that could go wrong – you'll pronounce a word wrong, she won't want to talk, the question is too personal... but usually no harm is done. Conversation comes easier over papusas.

Day 74: Spanish tidbits

March 16.

Because I haven't completely forgotten about blogging, and I don't feel like writing anything long.

• I like that in Spanish "I'm sleepy" is tengo sueño = "I have dream." 
• And that you don't blow your nose, you sonar = sound it.
• In Nicaragua, the answer to ¿Cómo estás? if positive, is often accompanied by gracias a Dios in a quick, casual way. "Bien, gracias a Dios, ¿y usted?" 
• For a fun time, ask a Spanish-speaker to say "puppy," "poppy," and "poopy."
• And then get made fun of when you can't roll your R's. 
• "To lend" and "to borrow" are the same, prestarse. This seems ridiculous to me, but I've been told that for Spanish-speakers learning English it's confusing that they're two separate notions. 
• Adding --ito to the end of everything is fun.
• "Platypus" is ornitorrinco. 

Day 30-33: pretty building

February 1-4.

While in Antigua we had group meetings every day to debrief and listen to Lindy spout theology. We even had two guest speakers, both missionaries. Our favorite place to meet was an old colonial building that is beautifully restored. It's actually owned and maintained by Spain. It has a cafe, an art exhibit, a library, and it's free of charge. We drank a lot of fancy coffee there. 

Some of the art included these big sculptures of beans. They were labeled "NOT FOR SITTING."

The building had 4 or 5 courtyards, which were all lovely like this one. 

Some of the rooms were left in a state closer to the original.

Right outside the front doors this huge facade is left standing by itself.

Day 65: a good day

Today.

More details and an update on the internship.

On Thursday the whole administration went to a meeting outside the school. Mitch had repeatedly tried to talk to some of the sub-directors about finding more work for me. They would say, "yes of course we have plenty of work for Hannah!" but then they would never follow up and give me work. On top of that, when one of the English teachers was sick, the director asked if I could teach her classes. He still thought I was a student-teacher!

Fed up, we decided to skip the talking and we marched over to the main office, where profe Kenya was trying to keep the school afloat by herself. She's the one who everybody goes to when they need something: parents, students, staff, everyone. And she had plenty of work for me.

The office will be my new place. Mitch and I realized that the best way for me to practice Spanish and be useful to NCA is to get out of the English teachers' lounge. I still help with the kindergarten English classes, and coming up next week the secondary students have an English writing workshop that I'm excited for. Mitch wants me to help mark the papers for grammar and organization, which is right up my alley.

Today I wasn't bored for one minute. I finished checking the new student ID cards off the list, cut out letters for signs, played hoky-poky with kindergarteners, kept Dulce (who has Down syndrome) entertained so the teacher could teach, and then went through a sea of manila folders with the nurse.

I feel like I was just making friends with the English professors, and now I have to figure out how to understand the people in the office. With new people, my Spanish acts like an animal that's about to be roadkill. Give it a few days and I get used to their voice and can understand them. That means that during first impressions I come off like an idiot who doesn't know anything, and have to spend the next month convincing them that yes, I do understand Spanish, just not at 6 in the morning or if you're mumbling. I can't understand 70% of what the director says -- that man has the Yorkshire accent of Spanish.

Kinder 2, 4-5 year olds. There are three kindergarten classes, the first only has seven students and is more like preschool, and the third is a full class preparing for primary school. They're not wearing uniforms because we have casual Friday, or día de colores. As you can see, coloring is no simple task.

I also had a really good weekend. Friday I saw Deadpool with two ISEP students and learned how to swear in Spanish. Rude language is more fun in English, in my opinion, because the F-word is so versatile. You can stick it anywhere in a sentence, even in the middle of a word. That doesn't work in Spanish. Saturday and Sunday I hung out with Camina and her host-parents... who are more like big siblings. Top that all off with history's first good Monday, and you have a happy Hannah.

More to come soon, I promise! Oh wait, is that the sound of a 10 page paper needing to be written? Noooooooooooooo (at least it's in English).

February: a summary

This isn't nearly all that I want to say, but it's been a month and I haven't written anything about Nicaragua. So here's a little about what I've been doing. I'll catch up with Antigua and write about Nicaragua in more detail eventually. 

Expectations can be misleading. Our professor told us to pack four months worth of feminine hygiene products, a drug store, a small fortune in spending money, and to kiss wifi goodbye. It turns out she's the over-prepared type. I live in the capital city and as such my home in equipped with cable, wifi, and safe drinking water. Oddly enough, living 4,200 miles away from home is perfectly comfortable (minus the 90 degree weather and the mosquito bites).

A brief summary of the program: I'm here through the Central America Service Program (CASP), and “here” is Nicaragua, which is not a country in Africa (that's Nigeria), is not the same as Mexico, and does not spell certain mugging and malaria for tourists. I have a host family, an internship five days a week, and homework which my professors at Whitworth are eager to assign. The goals are to be immersed in Spanish and the Nicaraguan culture, and to gain work experience pertinent to my future career. That's my life for February, March, and April.

As for the two CASP goals: my host family is from El Salvador, and I'm an intern in the English department of a private school. Immersion? Salvadorans complaining about Nicaraguan food and weather, co-workers who teach and communicate largely in English. Relevant work experience? How fun it is to be an English major when the whole world assumes that means “teaching.” Expectation of a perfect semester abroad? Unrealistic.

First the bad: the day I went to meet my boss, the principal of Nicaragua Christian Academy (NCA), he didn't have time to do more than shake my hand. I was sent off to find my supervisor, Mitch, who busy principal had neglected to tell was getting an intern. An intern who lacks any ability or interest in teaching, no less. As the days passed, Mitch and I talked about all of the possible projects I could be a part of. Some of these sound really cool – I am especially looking forward to when the secondary students have their English writing workshop – but so far most of these ideas haven't manifested themselves as physical work. The problem isn't a lack of work to be done, but a lack of people who can tell me what to do. NCA suffers from a severe case of faculty disorganization.

The biggest challenge, well really it's a disappointing lack of a challenge, is that the English team all speak English. They're the people I have the most contact with. Today, for example, I had a conversation with one teacher about books. I started out asking her questions in Spanish but she kept responding in English, after the third try I gave up.

Each day is getting better. I just have to get over my pessimistic ways and see it. The folk at NCA are open and friendly; surely I can compensate for the time spent speaking English by seeking out conversations with people outside the department. I enjoy grading homework, something the teachers loathe to do. As long as they keep assigning homework I won't be completely devoid of tasks to do. The writing workshop is happening soon, and a certain elusive professor with tasks for me can't hide forever.

Now the good: my host-mom and aunt sell Salvadoran papusas! Papusas are thick corn tortillas with cheese, meat, and beans inside them. They're fun to make and even more fun to eat. Typical Nicaraguan food is bland and loaded with queso seco, a boring cheese. The perks of having a Salvadoran family is that their food is better and their accent is clearer. Nicaraguans have a habit of dropping the S's from the ends of words – dos becomes “doh” and so on – which can be a real pain for someone who's learning the language.

My two little host-brothers are five and seven years old, they love dinosaurs and Plants vs. Zombies. The older one likes goats but the younger one is scared of them. I am continually in awe of their parents' endless patience. They're not particularly difficult kids, but I would have strangled them by now. I see my host-cousins almost every day. Entertainment improved drastically after I bought a deck of cards, but now I need to think of more games to teach them.

If there's anything I've learned from my family and my internship, it's that all kids are crazy. So go, thank your parents for not killing you, and give teachers a higher salary.